OH MY GOODNESS. :[

i am the most tired i have ever been..
I'm so exhausted
my head hurts,
my eyes hurt
my shoulders hurt
my back hurts
i just want to sleep for a really long time

I have a project i have to do,which i have little time for..
Proly taking on an acting project soon, we'll see what happens :]
really hope things work out for the other project i'm trying to help on..
Seems things get more and more complicated as i try to make them easier.
and i feel so guilty for it.

besides the stuff i already have going on, i'm not taking on any more things the rest of the semester..
I wish i could drive already.. It would fix a lot of my problems,, damn!

and idk.. things getting a bit complicated ugh.... Hope it all works out...

Im so stressed, with finals and projects and school works...
Idk i get scared when my dad gets picky
about me going places and the time.Especially when it comes to one particular project that i really want to be a part of . ah :[

Damn, i just need a hug.. that always helps...
and some sleep, a nice person to talk to and for all these things to work out..
then i'll be ok


-B

Crazy...

Kay, i havent written on here in a long time cuz... idk..
anyways here's some updates!

as far as my classes at school go, they've been great. I'm learning a lot and it feels so good.
I've been feeling really good.. ups and downs here and there but for the most part i'm in a really good mood(especially right now.) kay so i'm tired and sleepy but it's all good.. I have so much extra time tomorrow morning to kill, which kinda sux cuz no one ever gets to school at 8am so i needs to find something to do :/
umm what else? super excited for filming! i cant get back on set soon enough! XD
humm.... i'm thinking of taking Astronomy this summer and maybe again in the fall depending on how it turns out. Idk what other classes to take! If u have suggestions let me know...
music's going good too, lotsa insperattion lately which is always good.
also been listening to a lot of fun stuff lately which makes me extra happy..

The boys.. hum idk what to say about them.. i got hit on today at a job fair at school..
he was like "hey girl can i get on ya like that flower in your hair?"
If you didnt see me today, i had a Tiare flower in my hair...

it was nasty to get hit on like that... i just walked away and said no...

anyways, although i have to be all loneliness for the morning tomorrow, i still cant wait to go back tomorrow! i feel happy at school.. idk why. but i do.
i want ice cream now..
:P

anyways..

thanks for readin!
comment if ya read!

love yous @_0
-Brenda

…………¸.•´ ..I loved you once...
………...( `<3.¸>you loved me not
………….`•.¸ ) I loved you twice.
…………….¸.•)´ But I forgot......
……………..•´ you never loved me..
…………¸.<3´ you never will......
………...( `•.¸ Even so..........
………….`•.¸ ) I love you still..
……….¸.•)´ ..................
…………..•´ ....................

The funniest thing happened to me today,,, I was talkin gto my friend on IM for like two hours,I told her a bunch of things I thought only she was going to know..
After we had been talking for a long time,,,the emssage came on my screene:"guess what~!!!" "you've been talkin to me Jacob" that's my friend's BROTHER!!!!!!!!!!!
So I wasn't talking to my friend the whole morning,i was talking to Jacob..LOL.. it was Kinda funny,,(well after the Panic atack I had),, well i couldn't belive it,so i made him call me,so i could belive him,and he did,,it was him and not my friend!!!!!
I was funny,and if you didn't think it was,oh well you had to be there..we ended up talkin for a while after that,he's actually a nice kid,he's really fun too,and we have alot of things in common.LOL

Well much love
~con mucho Amor~
Brenda*